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Introducing Me!

As the oldest sister, I know how it feels to navigate the world without a guide. I’ve been through the wildest situations—growing up in theatre, dating, handling toxic flings, dealing with friendship breakups, and working through the challenges of maintaining friendships beyond high school.

So here I am, recording these thoughts, these reflections on love, life, and mental health, with the hope that they resonate with you and help you on your journey. This is your space, my space, our space for forgiveness and self-improvement.

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Why a Podcast?

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This isn’t about flashy visuals or edited footage; it’s about having a conversation. It’s me, sharing my thoughts and experiences in the most authentic, raw way possible. The magic of a podcast is in the connection that’s formed between us through just the sound of my voice. I want you to feel like you have your own “big sister” in your ear, guiding you through the chaos of life, whenever you need it.

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This is me!

So why title it reformed \"b*tch?\"

If you know me personally, this might throw you off. I am a naturally empathetic and kind person, who most likely wouldn't define as a b*tch. But, in my past, I have felt like I was due to my mental health struggles and the environment I was in. I wasn't a b*tch, I was just hormonal and a teenager with undiagnosed anxiety in a toxic theatre program. Now, at 22, I am a medicated, meditated and \"reformed b*tch.\"

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