Medicated and Meditated
Hey, I’m Madeline, and trust me, I’ve been there—feeling ‘crazy’ from chronic anxiety, toxic relationships, and the everyday battles of being a teenager. Tune in as I reflect on my life experiences, reminding you that mental health struggles are real, and how we can overcome them together.
Episodes

Friday May 02, 2025
Friday May 02, 2025
In this episode, Blake Ferrante and Madeline Parker, once rivals under the harsh glow of the high school theatre world, unravel how stepping beyond toxic spaces transformed their friendship. Join them as they explore personal growth, healing, and the unexpected ways life shines brightest when the spotlight fades—a story of friendship far beyond the high school stage.

Thursday Apr 10, 2025
Anxiety, ABBA, and becoming someone I can stand to be around.
Thursday Apr 10, 2025
Thursday Apr 10, 2025
Ex-theatre kid turned PR baddie unpacks pandemic heartbreak, friendship, and the ABBA song that saved her. In this debut, I reflect on healing, anxiety, and what it means to be a “reformed .” It’s messy, honest, and a little dramatic — just like me. Follow @medicatedandmeditatedpod for more!

Tuesday Apr 01, 2025
Introducing Medicated and Meditated!
Tuesday Apr 01, 2025
Tuesday Apr 01, 2025
OOOH A TRAILER! What will she talk about? Let's find out!

Introducing Me!
As the oldest sister, I know how it feels to navigate the world without a guide. I’ve been through the wildest situations—growing up in theatre, dating, handling toxic flings, dealing with friendship breakups, and working through the challenges of maintaining friendships beyond high school.
So here I am, recording these thoughts, these reflections on love, life, and mental health, with the hope that they resonate with you and help you on your journey. This is your space, my space, our space for forgiveness and self-improvement.

Why a Podcast?
The beauty of a podcast is that it’s made for you to listen to whenever and wherever you want. Whether you’re in the shower, in your car, or at the gym—this is designed to fit into your life seamlessly. You don’t have to be staring at a screen or tied to a specific time to experience it. You can listen to me talk to you as if I’m right there with you, in your ear, no matter what you’re doing. It’s personal. It’s intimate. And that's the exact vibe I want to give you.
This isn’t about flashy visuals or edited footage; it’s about having a conversation. It’s me, sharing my thoughts and experiences in the most authentic, raw way possible. The magic of a podcast is in the connection that’s formed between us through just the sound of my voice. I want you to feel like you have your own “big sister” in your ear, guiding you through the chaos of life, whenever you need it.

This is me!
So why title it reformed "b*tch?"
If you know me personally, this might throw you off. I am a naturally empathetic and kind person, who most likely wouldn't define as a b*tch. But, in my past, I have felt like I was due to my mental health struggles and the environment I was in. I wasn't a b*tch, I was just hormonal and a teenager with undiagnosed anxiety in a toxic theatre program. Now, at 22, I am a medicated, meditated and "reformed b*tch."